It’s 12.02, a new day is dawning! And as I sit here at the Pegasus bar alone, I ponder to myself is this what I’ve become? A loner! When I was I teenager I thought I knew everything, but life as humbled me and teach me to pray. I love technology but sometimes I hate being this much accessible to anyone, at times I am my most happiest sitting yet lonely with my own thoughts.
Should I be my authentic self? Or should I start being promiscuous?! I can’t lie I feel jealous of the lady in black and her lover sitting at the table next to me, and the group of friends behind me, I guess I better snap out of that thought, mediocre way of living is not for me. I know I have the strength to deal with whatever life throws at me, I now realize that my asset and liabilities has made me who I am! All the pain and failure I have been through in life teaches me and makes me better.
Am I this drunk? Am I this bored? Shouldn’t I being having fun at this fancy bar?! Instead I’m here writing this blog post, but I know these roadblocks that stands in my path are just temporary, better days are ahead, awaiting me! It’s obvious to me that I’m developing and growing from my pain, I will never lose hope and continue to be my authentic self! I’m going home now, so have a good night and thanks for reading.